Have you ever been with someone where you felt like you never knew what life was about until you met them? Where you never knew what love really was until you loved them? When I look in his eyes I see myself, I see my place in life. And you know how when you first start dating someone and you're in that stage where you MUST see them every second and when you don't you count the seconds until you get to see them again? And you almost are in pain when you're apart..and say they're supposed to come over and every noise you hear you just PRAY it's them..that's how I feel right now. Jim's gone and all I can do is think about seeing him again.
I'm sorry, I'm being mushy. But he's been gone for 3 hours and it just hurts. haha..I'm pathetic!!
We had THE most fun night last night. We invited our good friend Jack (Jack Daniels that is) over and played cards until we were more than a little drunk. We played a "drinking game" where every time I cursed I had to drink & every time he was "dirty" he had to drink. Needless to say we were drinking constantly. He's a dirty old mand and I cuss like a sailor. I need to get a handle on my mouth, it's never a good thing when a girl cusses more than her man. I don't know where this dirty mouth of mine came from, probably from the fact that I grew up around guys. Anyway, last night was amazing and I've been paying for it all day by feeling incredibly hungover. So he went to this July 4th party without me and I've been playing guitar and watching the fireworks. We can see the whole valley from our apartment so the view is amazing on July 4. I wish Case was here to see this. (Case would be his son). It's just awesome..explosions everywhere, as far as you can see.
Ok, I've got to ramble. And tomorrow is no workie, I'm going to clean the hell out of my house, fun no?
One last thing, speaking of Led Zeppelin, this is for my lovah:
"If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you.
When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me.
Kind woman, I give you my all, Kind woman, nothing more.
Little drops of rain whisper of the pain, tears of loves lost in the days gone by.
My love is strong, with you there is no wrong,
together we shall go until we die. My, my, my.
An inspiration is what you are to me, inspiration, look... see.
And so today, my world it smiles, your hand in mine, we walk the miles,
Thanks to you it will be done, for you to me are the only one.
Happiness, no more be sad, happiness....I'm glad.
If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you.
When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me."